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Mad World

I am in the midst of researching how to create a magazine-style blog and will be moving Laughing Knees over to a new server, possibly on new blog software (I’m using WordPress and like it, so may stay with that, but I am also looking at TextPattern, Nucleus CMS, BlogCMS, B2Evolution, and Expression Engine… If I can get the multiple blogs showcased on the front page feature of WordPress working, then WordPress will probably be where I’ll stay, mainly because I’m familiar with it and it is very well supported, but setting up my idea for the site design with one of the other platforms is in many ways much more straightforward and easier, so we’ll see. I like Expression Engine the best of all these platforms, but if I am going to move on to including a few commercial things on the site… I want to sell some published things like books, illustrations, and higher quality photographs… then Expression Engine can be quite expensive initially. But it may be worth it. I tried out TextPattern for Laughing Knees for a while, but the development is so slow that it doesn’t seem to be keeping up with what is going on. I don’t want to spend all my time coding things. I used to do that, but I just don’t have the time or will any more. Though, TextPattern is truly elegant….

It will be good to get the blog settled in one place with a server that I like and to finally start moving on with the other ideas ideas I’ve always had for the site, like fictional stories, essays, photos, illustrations and cartoons, tutorials, a few concentrations on some of my hobbies, like ultralight backpacking, bicycle travel, photography, books, ecological housing and communities, and wildlife, all of which I’d like to write up more static, permanent pages for. I’d even like to record many of the songs I’ve written and sung so that people can listen to them. All of it takes time, of course. But I’m slowly getting there.

Mariposa Plus

I will continue the photo series of my Europe trip soon. I just finished a long stint with tests and class preparations recently so I’ve not had much time outside of school beyond stumbling back home, heating up some soup, and falling into bed. Tomorrow I, finally, get to leave the area and go on a two-day hike, to celebrate my birthday (Nov. 26, 1960… erm, no I am NOT crying out for attention!!!), and try out my new and long-awaited Mariposa Plus backpack.
After years of spending and wasting money on lots of other more expensive, heavier, and ultimately unsatisfactory packs, the one that originally caught my eye, but which I shunned for the fancier stuff, finally came home. Trying it out three weeks ago and packing it on and off with different loads for different seasons and different climates and terrain, I think I’ve finally found the pack that does exactly what I want a pack to do, basically meaning that it holds my light selection of gear and disappears on my back without calling attention to itself. I think I’ve gotten most of my other gear pretty much worked out, including switching, for most walks, over to a tiny, woodburning stove that will eliminate the need for carrying gas cannisters and allow me to learn more about making fires while at the same time being environmentally safe, a pair of sturdy, but light hiking shoes with more thickness in the insole than the shoes I used in the Alps this summer, which caused quite a lot of swelling and pain on the rocky descents, and reverting, from the miserably cold and wet film of plastic of my expensive Montane Superfly to the heavier, but more protective and reliable Paramo Cascada jacket. Sometimes lighter isn’t always better. And sometimes it’s nice to just wrap up inside something warm and dry, no matter how heavy it is. And I guess I’m just tired of spending so much time thinking about gear all the time rather than being out there actually walking and losing myself in the woods. After all, I didn’t start going for those long walks all those years ago so that I could get wrapped up in what I was walking in; I went out there because I forgot all that. There were times when I’d emerge from the woods and stand there blinking in surprise, wondering where I had stepped out into.

Of course, a lot of what all this concentration on going lighter has to do with is being able to go encumbered, and that is thanks to the evolution of my gear selection and hiking and camping techniques, along with a quantum shift in how I approach being outdoors, ever since I read Ray Jardin’s “The Pacific Crest Trail Hiker’s Handbook” and later, his “Beyond Backpacking” and after that discovered the Backpacking Light site and community in its early days of its refreshingly new ideas and a number of other sites, like the now dormant Joe’s Ultralight Backpacking”. Walking with camping gear is actually fun now, no longer a burden and source of agony. The only thing that keeps me from truly enjoying the climbs and descents is being out of shape. If I work on that, well, there are a lot of mountain trails I want to explore!

From this point bushcraft seems like the likely step for my evolution, learning to go even simpler and discovering further what it means to live close to the elements. Of course, I want to balance this with a healthy understanding that with all our billions on the planet it is no longer responsible to go around chopping down trees and killing animals for sport. But there is something about knowing exactly where your food comes from and why animals behave the way they do in different environments and that you will be all right if your lightweight pack actually does fall off the side of the cliff (something that actually happened while I sat eating lunch with a friend… one moment we were sharing a tangerine, the next, his pack had disappeared in the clouds below) that calls to me and seems to remind me of what it means to be alive and why we have these brains in our heads and noses on our faces and hands on our arms. Whenever I see videos of the Inuit going hunting or the Saan discovering a buried gourd for drinking water, I just have to think how ignorant the rest of us are about basic needs.

I often wonder if the simple test of having to find food for the day, of having to concentrate on survival rather than how to screw your neighbor, brings people together more than other way of life possibly can, simply because we cannot survive alone. Maybe that is why I love the mountains so much; up there you are definitely not in charge. You have to give way and watch yourself, you have to make sure your partners are all right, you have to rein in your ego and do your best to get companions to share and cooperate. Coming back from a difficult mountain trip always humbles me, and all the crap of jockeying for recognition in a company, of people scrabbling to tell other people what to do, of accumulating too many belongings, of constantly being sullen or apathetic or lazy or inconsiderate all come across as alarmingly anti-life. I don’t know how close I can get to living with less and learning to get along better with people, but I want to at least try. It’s part of what will help us survive in the mess we’ve created.

6 replies on “Mad World”

Happy Birthday Butuki-san.
Co-incidentally mine was 24th Nov and a year later (1961).

Like you I have adopted the BPL philosophy and extended it even to my personal life and that of my family. Last August the kids and I gave away 2 truckloads of “oh-no!-I-need-this-stuff” to charity. General rule was to donate stuff we used less than once during the last 12 months or more. I will do one more of these sessions during Christmas break. We have a room we have not even entered for 12 months with a bunch of “must-keep-stuff”. It is amazing how much more we can do with so much less.

I sense a wind of change in your writing (for the better). Good for you. Hope you have fun test-driving your new Mariposa Plus.

On my birthday, I did the same. I love my family but walking provides me the solace and comfort of being alone with my thoughts. I left the wife and kids to do some walking in the desert. It was liberating. The terrain was flat as far as the eye can see . I had no destination. Just a stroll under the moonlight. Just the freedom of walking aimlessly (until I cannot see my car in the horizon) knowing there is not a single soul for miles and miles. My new GG Mariposa felt fine under my 8.6lb baseweight. My new 23.8oz sleep system with the BPL Cocoon Quilt, GG Thinlight and Nightlight & Down Balaclava performed well with just the Smartwool bottom and Icebreaker top. It did not get as cold (10 degC) as I expected . Funny how the Guinness Books says the highest temperature ever recorded on Earth (58degC/136degF) is just 100 miles from where I camped. It rained briefly that night but it was mainly pleasant.

I had banana and ramen noodles for dinner and emmenthal cheese and crackers for dessert.

It was too bright for star-gazing because the moon was full…so I read a book (BPL Bible), the chapter on why women need more insulation and padding!

I hope you enjoyed YOUR BIRTHDAY WALK, too.


Happy Birthday to you! Nice birthday present to yourself. 🙂

Glad to see you making plans for new features to the website and towards your “new job”/life.

I wonder do you have any source here in Japan for the gear you recommended? That jacket looks awfully good.


Yes, I just saw this, but hope you had an interesting birthday yesterday. Thanks for posting that video, I hadn’t seen it before.
It’s very exciting news about your new publishing venture. I think I’ve said before but I would love to own something you’d made/written. Looking forward to it!


It’s still the 26th here, so I’m not late, really, to wish you a happy birthday! Hope you enjoyed your birthday hike! and that there will be many more in the years ahead.

I’m looking forward to seeing your creative projects and hope that all that work will be fruitful.


Butuki, the plan to have a magazine-style blog sounds good. Perhaps I should say “Ixillint”!!

I hope you enjoyed your hike in the mountains. When we lived in Japan for a while we belonged to a group called the “aruite meshi o kuoo kai” and went walking with them in the local yama on the second Sunday of each month. Not quite the kind of mountain-hiking and eating you have in mind, though!

Belated best wishes for your birthday. Mine’s in November, too, and it’s my brother’s and also my twin nephews’ today. It’s a popular month.


Happy Birthday, Butuki-san! I hope you had a fun day.

Your comments on the simplicity of life in the mountains struck a definite chord. I think that’s part of why I go there too. It’s hard to maintain that state of mind once you come back down though.

I’ve been trying to give away or get rid of two things I own for every one thing I purchase. It’s a sisyphean task, but it does at least force me to *really* focus on the things that are most important to me…


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